Checking in... long time, much ground lost.

Hello, From the bottom of my heart I am angry with myself. I just got on the scale and it read an alarming 375lbs. It is important for me to share this with you. My internet strangers. I think there is a direct relationship between when I write to you and when I motivate myself. So, if you'll stick with me, I hope to make myself proud, and show you I have what it takes to reach my target weight.